I Feel Nothing
• Written by NeXstep
NeXstep's Notes
Credit to FREE BEATS on Youtube for the beat and chorus (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0mecEITOiTw)
Verse 1:
My world is falling apart around me, it's like a sharp/
Knife aimed at my heart, ending my life, funeral march/
Playing, it was just yesterday we, said we'd never part/
But it's all become so hard and we've come undone at the start//
It's all my fault, I shoulda fought harder to keep/
You happy, it's un-believe-able to me that you can't see/
How much I love you, how much you mean, everything/
I'm falling apart at the seams and you're living perfectly//
I can't tell you how sorry I am for what I did/
I put you through hell, it's my duty to rescue you from this/
Instead I guilted you into staying with some Moody shit/
Now you're mad I (mad-eye) didn't let you go and so you threw a fit//
I'm just so fucking alone, it's cold in this empty house/
Now I just sit next to my phone, or I attempt to browse/
The internet tryin' to find somethin', anything to dowse/
Out the thought of you but I can't escape it, I'm starting to drown!
Chorus:
on Vineland past the candle shrine that burns on every night
for someone
she lets herself go
like an angel in the snow
she lays down on her back
down on her back - she goes
take me over when I'm gone
take me over make me strong
take me over when I'm gone
will they burn for me
Verse 2:
It's been a couple years and I feel nothing at all/
I self-medicated, felt no fear or sadness Tylenol/
Lead to vicoden, valium at night to fight off the call/
I heard in my head that said I should talk to you, all//
That time I felt like I should be the one apologizin'/
I spent the years despisin' myself, felt I was paralyzed then/
I went through these mood swings, was whylin' out and fightin'/
Until I saw you and felt nothing then I started realizin'//
You fuckin' cheated on me, lied to my face/
Why did it take this many years of cryin' to place/
2 and 2 together, sighin' replaced by bitter taste/
Left in my mouth at the thought of my lips tied to your face//
And it's just pathetic that I mourned over you/
But now I'm done, I feel nothing and I've torn you in two/
I used to think I was wrong but now here's what I'll do/
I'm movin' on, it feels so good seein' life without you. Fuck you.
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NeXstep
Member since November 24 2014