Derek (Ex Stepfather diss)

to my step dad Derek, you hurt my mom to the core

bet you look at me now and wish i was never born

you legit made me feel so fucking insecure

you legit made me wish that i was never born

now i'm attacking like im the children of the corn

so everybody grab your popcorn,

the movies about to start, i hope they don't feel so torn

 

"your moms a bitch and shes a fucking whore"

bitch all you did was want her to adore

and fucking saying shit like that made you fucking start a war

you ain't nothing special so stop feeling hardcore

you ain't nothing more then a lil bitch who left his nuts at the door

you just fuckin' mad that my daddy said no

so you took me to Chuck E Cheese just to ride out the storm?

ha!

 

yeah

when i was little i fucking scared my stepfather

fucking ADHD made him wanna be farther

he thought i could be conquered, called me a fire starter,

fucking bitch ass knows know i'm a fucking lit match,

fucking friends with a cop and was too scared to call in dispatch,

fucking drop me into the gas tank, gonna make him look mismatched,

you think its so dope to mentally abuse a kid making him feel like trash,

try it now Dyrek, ill fucking beat your tiny ass, like i said i'm a lit match,

at this point i'm callin' a rematch,

reality is something you might wanna detach,

honestly i hope you fucking choke, this ain't even a balanced match.

 

its like a titan fighting a human fetus

except im the titan and you the fetus

gotta thank you tho,

you made me a genius,

and no anger aint my weakness.

stop expecting people to fucking praise you

bitch you ain't fucking jesus,

Im not even religious yet this story could make a priest speechless

and dont think i dont remember the shit you did to Hannah,

for a long time that shit made me sleepless.

and to this day im fucking furious,

im dumbing this shit down im a fucking thesis,

im fucking picking back up on the pieces,

fucking sitting hear still looking happiness,

wonder who took that from me hm, step dad Derek fuckin he did.

 

because you didn't fucking like me,

doesn't mean you could hurt my mom you fucking pussy,

you weren't shit but a fucking woman and child bully,

and plenty of people hate me i know im the fucking rookie

wow you fucking helped me with my homework once want a cookie?

 

probably saying right now i was too young to understand it

but i was like a fucking tank driver im the one who mans it

 

i dont fucking like Charlie wish i could dismantle him

oh shit guys my names charlie i was a fucking abused victim

bitch now this is my fucking kingdom,

and i bet fucking money on it i got more wisdom,

compared to you i fucking run the system,

have a feeling my angers making me not synced with the rhythm,

i fucking turned this shit into fucking Lyricism

and i already know imma hear some fucking criticism,

i dont fucking care im unbreakable like a fucking prism

 

i fucking hate you more then me

i fucking hate myself when i speak

and people fucking call me out when i tweak,

but most of them dont know what its like to be called a freak,

no one knows what its like to feel weak,

sitting there watching your momma get beat and your sister getting

touched being scared to even speak you cheat!

 

i hate you Derek, to this day i fucking look back to the past to see

if you were more then a prick with a little dick. Fuck you Derek,

little Charlie grew up and became more poetic, fuck you Derek.....

 

i guarantee im richer then you and i ain't even famous

thousands of people love me and i ain't even famous,

and a lot of people who hate me say im destined for greatness,

and thousands of more hope that one day ill be famous,

flip through the pages, this book is endless,

strong feeling a 16 year old left you breathless

wrote this diss cause i was feeling restless, look at you now Derek,

bet your fucking Helpless,

this is what fucking happens when you become careless

because of you i've become shameless,

and no i ain't ever gonna be nameless,

im a kid whos fucking heatrless not satanic.

im a fucking kid who has been

through the darkness and came back out painless

yeah i fucking made a lot of changes

and because of that now i know how to make friends in different places

unlike you Derek who judges people by their races,

then fucking gets mad and asks for their ages

when you dont even remember their faces

YET, you not racist? yet you act like your one race and its the greatest

bet your a fucking rapist. Im not patient,

cause no one like you will ever be the greatest...fuck you,

shit i already forgot what your name is