Why

Why did you leave when I need you here

For you I dropped my biggest of tiers

I thought 2019 was supposed to be our best of years

Losing you was my biggest of fears

Looking at your casket again hoping you'd reappear

I should have seen the pain inside you was so severe

When you left I wasn't ready for this

I guess I didn't have the right type of gear

I know you doing better now up above but I need you down here

Your my angel my protector and family, I want you near

Why didn't I get no warning that you'd disappear

Why did you leave when I needed you here

When I heard the news I dropped my biggest tier

How did 2019 turn to another terrible year

I can't accept you gone, losing you was my biggest fear

Keep looking at the casket hoping this just a prank

Or that you would reappear

 

Mmmm

 

I need you to come through I'm feeling at my lowest

Without you here I keep you in my heart like the closest

I wish it was me instead girl I should have noticed

The thought of you and that smile is the only thing that got me focused

I will forever remember you even at my oldest

I miss those faces that you text :c like I noted

You made everything feel better like somehow coat it

you were my biggest motivation got me through tuff times with my father

You said you loved my music even when is bad

I keep thinking you are here which makes me sad

The way you left I don't know if I should be mad

If I died today and meet you again i'd be glad

Not going to lie when I heard the news I think my heart got stabbed

I'm stuck here looking back to what we had

Now all I got left of you is memories it's hella sad..

 

Come back to me trinity