Parental Alienation (p.a.s)

I sit alone here every day,

Thinking of the child you took away.

She was my heart, she was my soul.

She was the thing that made me whole.

 

I have no hope, I have no faith, I have no energy,

She was the only pride and joy that rose inside of me,

now there's just an empty space where happiness used to dwell.

My heart has got no purpose now, it's just an empty shell.

 

As I look at still frames eyes get blurry tears fall to my feet,

I think about my biggest loss, the child I cannot reach.

Sometimes I wonder what she thinks when her mind run flash back and remembers me.

Does she think about the dad she lost, the dad she never sees.

 

My days are filled with anger, my nights with painful grief.

How a nigga live each day without her is way beyond belief.

Her toys are left the way she left them on the floor, her bed is empty now.

Abandoned like the autumn leaves shaken from the bough.

 

There's nothing left for me to have distant memories,

Of the times we had when she was young and full of energy.

invisible scars trauma on my soul PTSD

I hear her voice inside my head calling out to me.

And when I close my eyes to sleep, her face is all I see.

 

But deep within this darkness that lives inside of me,

There is a tiny glimmer a spark that's hard to see.

That spark is my memoriez of the love that is inside

The love which cannot disappear, the love I cannot hide.