Nights Alone

Too many nights at home

Too many nights alone

Too much time for right and wrong

Too much time to write this song

 

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I've had so much time to think about shit like what if you and I took the scenic route

Would you be there for my child would you see me through my cloud of insecurity

After I all I fucking did

Would you be here for the kid

You see lately I've been facing shit

That's bound to make me sink

I got problems with commitment

And I can hardly tell the difference

Between what's real or fiction

I'm constantly conditioning

Myself to feel no sympathy

From those around me fishing for the answers

But instead

I've been fixated on this person staring out the wall at me

Every morning when I brush my teeth he is warning me

 

Telling me that trust isn't given

Make them fucking earn it

And that luck is just cheating

So make the verses worth it

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Fuck

I've had too much time I've had too much time I've had

Too much time

 

 

Hook

 

But I got to get it

I swore by any means

I'd fulfil my prophecy

But not til I am ready

 

I couldnt feed myself

How the fuck could I be of help

Set myself up just to fail

So I wrote the letter saying farewell

 

Tears running down my face

I couldn't put the ink to page

So instead I embraced the pain

Shut myself from family

 

Now it's time to breathe

This time round I'll feel

In my mind I swear I'm free

So for now I write for me

 

My nights alone are time to grow

From nights at home I found my soul

Right and wrong is how I know

I write this song and find my hope