Distance

I'm disconnected

never been accepted

always been rejected

never been respected

Always kinda been neglected

yo check this

my life is so hectic

I always wanna wreck shit

My life is full of riddles

take a look in my mind, all you'll see is

fucking scribbles

taking pills like they are skittles

I think I'm going a little

bit insane in the brain

can't cope with this pain

i put the blade to my vein

And cut

and watch the blood fall like rain

I'm trying to maintain to keep sane

but it's like my life's going down the drain

I just want to end this pain an at night

I can't sleep with my thoughts that are thundering

the voices in my head,

only I can hear them muttering and stuttering and I don't like what

they're uttering it's guttering

the negativity that runs through my head how aren't I dead yet

that's the part I don't quite get

the thought of suicide

corrupts my mind

all the fucking times I lied telling them I was fine

I didn't want them to stress yet,

the weight on my chest was feeling pressured

and I was feeling depressed

all the sins I must confess

for I was feeling possessed

all the times spent

went to waste

now it's the devil

whom I must face.

Depression isn't something you just get over

I feel like the end of my story is coming closer

every single fucking day is like a sign that death is on

his way for a fucking visit shit, I'm feeling distant from my family and friends it gets

worse every single minute

I'm being pushed to my limits

i'm independent

like flight attendants it's like I want to be alone but at the same

time i don't want to be on my own

blown out of proportion thrown out of a Home a misfortune.

I'm nothing but a lost cause

but maybe now you'll see

i'm not the same girl I once was like I was when I was a little girl

when life

was full of joys then reality smacked me in the face my life destroyed bad

Relationships friends and family problems and other bullshit

i'm pulling through it

but it gets harder

and harder every second

i'm pulling through it

but it gets harder

and harder every second

Trippie.Miraa

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