My Struggle

when i look in the mirror,

all i see is ,

me, myself and i.

i swear i tried to reach out to you,

i swear to god i tried. getting high just to get by.

i don't know why.

but i do it.

it don't matter how lit i get, i still got to go threw it.

i still look around and still see all these sad faces,

I've let down but believe me i don't want to hurt all these people i am around.

but i feel like i have to do it,

i gotta stay down.

maybe down, but ill still stick around.

all my peers looking at me weird with all these family doubts.

but look where i got myself i am a man with a child.

none of yall never really helped me out.

quick to take a hand out,

when im passing grams out.

quick to take a dab when i got the dabs out.

all you ever needed me was for my loud pack.

but fuck that!!

me myself and i,

i gotta say im proud,

ill still hold it down.

getting high just to mellow out.

get up and get out.

trying to get a pay.

but still smiling because i love you bae.

but how could you blame me, why!

i got somethin for you and i got a baby blessing thats gonna arive.

very little time to fuck around very little time to waste.

believe me i am terrafied will i ever find my way.

38 weeks i got to take it day by day.

june 24th thats the expect date.