Existence

I been watching the sky, take a step back, and then stopping the time,

When I'm not in the mind, I been starting to slack, and lost in this life,

I've been watching for signs, seeing thoughts start to divide,

Dealing with cold regaining a hold, know I'm in control if I harness my mind.

I can't rewind, play, or pause, so I'm always just recording

The working never stops and at times it's quite rewarding,

I step back for a breathe, but the second that I'm pausing,

I'm filling up with thoughts, as this life is seeming daunting.

But nothing here can limit me, my limit is infinity,

My words will never stop, even if someone is killing me,

Don't question my ability, progressing in the industry,

Their lessons tried to hinder me, but they didn't mean a thing to me.

I'm searching for tranquility, seeking inner peace,

At times I just ain't with it G, it's like I'm in a dream,

I don't know why I'm living so I try to bring a speech,

To show them what I'm thinking so that they can live as me.

 

My life is in a haze, finding days, fly away,

My mind is in a daze, time has raced, as I've aged,

This existence is a wonder, as I watch the time degrade,

Inside I'm filled with hunger, to discover why I'm made.

 

 

It's beyond belief, my mind and thoughts have gone deep,

I appreciate existence, life is like a long dream,

I've been working with persistence, all the risks are on me,

Not needing some assistance, as I'm working long weeks.

But it's beautiful, I do it all, make the most before I lose it all,

This reality is something which at times I can't compute at all,

Such endless possibilities, while they're acting as if you are small,

But if you're eyes are facing inwards in this life, you have no clue at all.

Open up you're mind, look beyond the system,

Look beyond your job and madness leaving heads spinning,

Your focus is on cash, but there's so much more to living,

Take in every second before your life has reached its limit.

You could reincarnate and get another chance to start great,

But the only promise is the present, so I really can't wait,

I've been feeling satisfaction which an office can't make,

So I'll be building up my passion, til my entire path's made.

 

 

My life is in a haze, finding days, fly away,

My mind is in a daze, time has raced, as I've aged,

This existence is a wonder, as I watch the time degrade,

Inside I'm filled with hunger, to discover why I'm made.

 

 

This life gets overwhelming, so I make it more simplistic,

I try to focus on what matters, even when my mind's conflicted,

No person makes me shatter in this art which I'm depicting,

Cos my mind's outside the box in which they try keep you constricted