Suic1d3

I'm conversing with death as the clock is slowly ticking,

He's got a proposition told me just to stop and listen,

I feel him coming closer as I plot this composition,

His body manifested now he's talking from a distance,,

[I know you feel my presence as your jotting all these rhythms,]

[Let me take you and I promise that your problems will diminish,]

Yeah life is hard but I know that one day I'll escape,

[But I will be the one thing you ain't able to shake,,]

[Eventually one day I'll come and take you away,]

[So you might as well embrace me now instead of the wait,]

But I just can't bear the thought to leave my family to grieve,

[All these humans are the reason that your sanity's weak,,]

[Total torture from the time that you exited the womb,]

[Never ending gloom won't you just accept that you are through,]

[Go ahead and make your move tell me what you got to lose,]

God is with me this is all a test to see what I will do,,

 

Lord I'm calling for your help I'm on the edge about to leap,

Please show me another the way so I can get back on my feet,

All The pressures building up and I'm still searching for relief,

Give me strength to live another day and fight off all these beasts,,

In the land of deceit the home of the slave,

I plan to release my soul from this place,

No answers or peace just total dismay,

No way to defeat the voices of plague,,

 

[I know you had enough pain and stress in your life,]

And I also know that it's of test of faith to make me wise,

So you need to move aside let me handle this with pride,

[I can see it in your eyes these words are burning deep inside,,]

[You never will escape this poverty that you've been placed in,]

If I stay committed then I know that I will make it,

[Can you tell me why you shed tears on a daily basis,]

[I can feel the hurt and desperation that your facing,,]

I'm gonna keep on breathing till the answers are given,

I'm not dealer so I can't control the hands that I'm getting,

[Do you want to watch your family die inside of this prison,]

[While your Still Roaming on this concrete in a land full of sinners,,]

[All the scandalous bitches you loved that fucked all your friends,]

[All The leeches and the parasites that sucked you for ends,]

[Now that the money's gone you will never see their face,]

[so you know the path to take load your piece and seal your fate,,]