silence of the lambs

I'm sick of saying Imma be alright

I'm sick of being left when everything goes right

I'm sick of keeping up the image I'm sick of the diet

I'm scared I'm half finished I'm scared the future don't seem bright

I'm scared my images blemished I'm scared that in my life

there is no sign of progression it's a serious of endless strife

these ghost up in my head been homing laying a bed

making a grown man shed

here's the colour of witches red

like a showman I live in the moment

every word I said I own it

but there's only so much to say when I'm my own opponent

when there is no function in component

and every cell in me feels totaled

only I can salvage the wreckage

of this war land this scrimish

left loved ones victim

when everything I wrote brings Grimm

and the chance of survival is slim

I stand posing like a stiff limb

I tell you all this ain't a gimmick

I'm torn between the corpse and a menace

balancing on top of a Lance tip

tipping the scales hoping one day I will prevail

you don't understand me bitch I'm singing in braille

this mis conception like Abigail

I'm cleaning like a trains trail

don't mistake me for frail

you aint yet see what's behind the veil

you in see the darkness behind the glare

so do approach of you do dare

this villian swallowing em bare

 

 

stars ain't the limit there are thousands of planets

I'm grabbing the finish line and making it a habit

I'm taking your diamonds and making them granite

if I ain't hearing the silence then the lambs will

if I ain't hearing the silence then the lambs will

if I ain't hearing the silence then the lambs will

 

grab another pill grab another asprin

im the goblin throw another pumpkin

feel it in your abdomen fuck that your sense

tingles in my presence

y'all got to feel me

fuck that y'all got to fear me

understand that from a squeezed ear

or understand it like sheared sheep

pay homage or sleep deep

I sacrificed everything no price is too steep

open your eyes like a nude scene

I won't leave

I hear too much I won't succeed

but I crashed rap ; blue screen

you taking classes well I'm the Dean

they got us on hold I do believe

just know things aren't what they seem

the rabbit got nothing on a turtles dream

napalming this shit like I'm a Korean

got the edgy shit like I'm Ian

guess that makes me the b to all you cs

viral numero uno disease

so I'm putting the moves on number one

winning so let my will be done

I made the mad hatter my own

Horns crossed this is the skull and bones

Don't let me hear any groans

they objecting but to me they sounding like drones

Kneal before the king's throne

Half righteous half carnivore

Devouring anyone with a foot in the door

Filthy shit foretold in the lore

 

I turn logic upside down

When emotions are in motion there's no stopping now

Yall busy chasing hoes

I chase bullet holes

Yall wanna buy a porche

I'm trynna build a Fort

Impermeable invincible

Most unintelligible indecipherable

Mind to set foot in the game its undeniable

Like the Lord I work in mysterious ways

Its the way I am I haven't gone astray

It's between order and chaos I play

In a skull where sense has nothing to say