This is me

Many think this is a joke

But this has caused all the tears I've cried.

My pillow is literally soaked.

People scare their children into being afraid

But this is a game that should not be played.

 

Trust me,

I would know.

It's easy to get in but hard to get out.

And there isn't much to do besides sit around and pout.

 

No one knows my story and many may not understand.

But this is all apart of my great plan.

 

I was only 14 but now look at me I'm almost 17

And still got nowhere to go.

Many people think I'm slow

But really it's just a hard pill to swallow.

 

Never had family after my parents died.

I always thought

How am I going to survive.

I was thrown around to be beat on,

I was tossed around to be slept with.

 

But every time I felt a kick,

That didn't stop her from wishing deathing upon it.

Some may get my rhymes

But for some to understand it may take a lifetime.

 

Many people are wishing to say their goodbyes.

For what...Because their BF/GF left them,

While I'm fighting to stay away from them.

Talking about baby come back,

But come after me

Baby you must want to get slapped.

 

See some may understand or some may think I'm overrated

But baby...

Truth is I'm understated.