Time

I done lost so much time

I don’t got no more left in mind

Kept composure, well I tried

Feeling like a soldier left behind

 

Sit back and recline

Spliff in my hand and I tapped into vibe

One of these days imma have to decide

Do I jump from this wave fore it crashes and dies?

Boy my tracks on the rise

I spy cash on horizon

Got half of a mind to get racks and decline them

Can’t do surviving

Pass me the mic and I’ll master my timing

Back at the line in the sand

With my hand on the past and my eyes on the highest

Scratched out the lines in my pad

That I wrote when I fell and I felt suicidal

Managed to stab through the silence

Crashed on the track to revival

Passed on the chance to get financed

Fastened my stance and that’s final

But what the fuck would I know?

Panicked when the things I wished would happen started happening

But unlike how I planned they never landed on a high note

Pan it out, there’s more than what the eyes show

Grabbing at the blindfold

Damaged deep within, I miss the habits that I had to keep my mind full

Habits that I’d die for

Packaged it inside though

Can’t be tantalised more

Can I turn the light on?

I been running blind in the dark

I been on my grind all my life, from the start

I been cutting ties, pull the knife from my heart

I been telling lies so my pride isn’t scarred

Out of fright I been hiding my art

Brought to light, I’m igniting a spark

Had to fight but the strife didn’t part

Now the psycho inside is in charge

 

I done lost so much time

I don’t got no more left in mind

Kept composure, well I tried

Feeling like a soldier left behind

I done lost so much time

I don’t got no more left in mind

Kept composure, well I tried

Feeling like a soldier left behind

I done went to war with my demons

I done had to build a fucking wall round my feelings

All my energy was poured into defence

I done lost it all due to motherfucking inhibitions

 

Ill intentions plagued my mind

I kept it all inside

Look up and see the ceiling missing

Fiending, feeling different

Weed ain’t healing

All the things I been concealing

Got me seeing visions

Fear of failing cut a deep incision

Keep persisting

Fore you reach your limits

 

I done lost time

Count down the days till the end of the line

Clock is ticking every minute inches from the gates of divine

Facing the firing squad

No escaping my crimes

 

Fatally I walked a mile in they shoes like I got shit to prove

And I wasted the ride

 

Wasted and high

Paced back and forth with my fate on the board and I’m shaking the dice

Raced round the course and of course found my place was behind

Patience ain’t my

Greatest of strengths but I’m basing my senses on chasing a life

That I hate but the prize

 

Is the gaze of their eyes

For the fame I’ve been thriving

Change my deciding

Fates are aligning

Stay in the light and

Claim your desires

Payments are rising

Ain’t this surprising

Pain ain’t residing

Lay till the insults they spray

Fade into silence

I been running blind in the dark

I been on my grind all my life, from the start

I been cutting ties, pull the knife from my heart

I been telling lies so my pride isn’t scarred

Out of fright I been hiding my art

Brought to light, I’m igniting a spark

Had to fight but the strife didn’t part

Now the psycho inside is in charge

 

I done lost so much time

I don’t got no more left in mind

Kept composure, well I tried

Feeling like a soldier left behind

I done lost so much time

I don’t got no more left in mind

Kept composure, well I tried

Feeling like a soldier left behind