Rain on parade

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This is how feel today.
Hope you read this even if it not rap in anyway.
Who are you to believe in what I just said?
Please let me start and not diss me as always you play.
 
It is today or is yesterday?
I don't even know if am wrong about the date.
So many times i said the same
"I will change please let me have a go again"
Only you would let pass those test.
Nowhere I can study, only experiment
Too coward to even try in this game
Sorry if get sidetracked, I do that a lot.
All I want to convey is how much I appreciate.
How idiots we both are
Never will I change but we keep saying
"In the future is not going to the same"
 
Please let emphasize how importante this is
I reached a landmarked, yet to explore
My innermost, my conscience is diggin' me
Guiltiness all I felt about how the situation is.
Maybe I have matured, what you didn't
Not tryin' to put airs
Is that I want a place and is not here
Don't want this loop to continue endlessly
When i pressed the button,
I knew this will be the last time
You will see me in the future,
A new man,
All I want to be, just give me time
 
A week at the very least or a couple days,
Reality hit me like a bus,
When you asked:
"It is going to be today?"
I couldn't answer you
All my fear, i nearly vomited because of my own self
Runnin' away from everything,
Only could found a piece of paper,
Put my thoughts in it and feel strong,
Not ever near, I am so wrong,
But i want to believe
"This will never be the same again"
Please let me repeat myself
"This will never be the same,
Lend me time I promise this as well"
 
I put all I fear, that I feel
Just right here
You hate me and is okay,
Never I owned your heart as i wished,
Just feelin that today will be a new day
This landmark I just named
Please let me continue, is only a bit further
Till' you say adieu
Ashamed of myself, bit further see the light?
It's gonna say please stop, you will never reach
there even if you spend your life.

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