XXX

you said not to cry

but here i am staring at the sky wondering why

i gotta dry my eyes tryna recognize the size of my own heart broken

unspoken prayers before i close my eyes cause there's hope

looking through the scope tryna cope with the pain

I'm numb I cannot contain the thoughts I got

looking at the mirror on the wall hoping when I die I don't fall

with nobody to call so many look up to you but I don't have a clue oops

not supposed to show struggle makes you less of a man I don't give a damn

unfinished changing the world one broken heart at a time

and i struggle to make a decent rhyme in committing crime already did the time

I'm not proud you showed me that actions are loud you always made a different sound

and some of these other artists clownin around and I drowned in my tears

again might just put down the pen and say amen and tell the weathermen

its gonna rain again in my brain got alotta pain I'm going insane

XXX heaven sent you represent good energy 100 percent

didn't care about starting a trend wondering when the pain would end

it's ok now your in the sky you were a great guy tell me why did you have to leave why