!!INNER DEMONS!!

my uncle was like my dad cause my dad left when i was three

my uncle was all i had depressed constantly

he was so dedicated

then he went and overdosed on medication

i dont know if it was perscribed or not

im so mad he got me feeling like im stuck in a box

stoped caring about my life and yelling slures at cops

24/7 i wish these voices in my head would stop.

when he went that tore me up badly

every day i felt so crappy

fall asleep wishing i wouldnt wake up

i was dateing a girl but it ended in a break up

went home took the 22 out from under the floor

put it to my head and screamed i dont wanna live anymore

before i could pull the trigger my moms walked in

she screamed takled me to the floor and screamed please dont do this

i was crying tears pour down my face

i was planing on how to leave this place

 

[verse two]

i used to fight all the time

doing drugs trying to clear my mind

missing my uncle was like one out of three thousand and nine

if i could i swear ide bring him back

every time i think of him i feel like about to have a heart attack

stepping back looking at the big picture

the only problem was i couldnt make out any of the big figures

i have issues that i accept

ive been screwed up for so long and i havnt even healed yet

scares dominate my body like ww2

people look at me like a freak because they dont know what im going through

its a war in my mind on wether not to end it

messages in my email and i dont know if i should send them

theirs two areas depressed and scizophrenic

anyone who knows me knows im in both sections

i get bullied and their excuse is im just messin

if i end it will anyone really iss me

flowers in my casket when its closed

one daty imma die from a bullet through my skull

i may not be rich or have dope clothes

but you gonna regret the shit you when the curtains close

these are my inner demons