Alone

[Verse 1]

Yo, lately I've been feelin' lonely as fuck,

Been contemplatin' doin' drugs to give me that buzz,

I been askin' myself if anyone cares, startin' to think no one does,

It was Christmas and I got tones of family kisses and presents but I still felt helpless,

I thought I've evolved passed it but I still feel worthless,

I'm nervous and sad but entirely different on the surface,

What's my purpose, I don't know this but just don't assume that I'm bliss,

I'm stuck in the abyss of my conscience and can't get out of it,

I would call out for help but I always stay quiet,

My girl is the only thing that makes me delighted,

If it wasn't for me and her being united I don't know how I would fight this,

There's just no one else I could see myself with,

I hate these negative thoughts though, they're repetitive,

No one cares if I were to just disappear someday, at least that's my perspective,

Some times I don't mean to be so aggressive but at times it's an obsession, yeah,

We're all blinded by misconception seeking for attention and protection,

But you can't figure out anything without askin' the question,

But I'm done bein' left here guessin' worryin' about my reputation,

Yeah fuck that, I'll stick to being a loner feasting off my motivation,

 

 

[Chorus] x2

Lately I've been doin' shit all alone,

Been stayin' inside my zone,

I won't relent until I'm dead,

I got to grind so my family gets the best,

I just got a lot to get off my chest, yeah,

 

 

[Verse 2]

I've felt so lonely since I was a kid in my basement workin',

Even then I knew this was something I'd have to overcome,

Tryin' to gain more strength so I won't lose my momentum,

I speak the truth, I don't bite my tongue,

People think I'm goin' down a path of sin but I have different intentions,

I don't support all that idiotic ignorance, and bad decisions,

I'm just tryin' to turn my ambitions into tales of fiction,

Not a mathematician but I was told hard work plus skill equals attention,

Really not into competition but I won't hesitate to catch a hater slippin',

Been usin' my intuition to get through life, don't need a tuition, (nah)

But I'm always wakin' up asking how I'm stuck in this mentally fucked condition,

I take this prescription to feel better but it never works,

And all I need to thrive is my family, girl and brothers, (real shit)

 

 

[Chorus] x2

Lately I've been doin' shit all alone,

Been stayin' inside my zone,

I won't relent until I'm dead,

I got to grind so my family gets the best,

I just got a lot to get off my chest, yeah,

 

 

[Outro]

Been doin' shit alone, yeah,

Been doin' shit alone, yeah,

All alone.