Untitled Song

My life's over before it began

These nights sober the shit I can't stand

I sit here in this dark place

Stark face

Feel my heart race

The pace heightens

The days liken to grave sightings

Behave like I'm a brave titan

But lay lifeless in day light

I say right, but I play wrong

Always strife but I stay strong

The day gone and I dread another

The pay long my bread and butter

But can't buy me no satisfaction

And can't find me no damn distraction

My mind battered, I'm relapsing

The time shattered, mine elapsing

Divine matters just keep passing

I climb ladders to reach past them

Designed patterns of deep passion

Will wreak havoc on weak masses

Who speak fast but think last

I blink ghastly

They wink back

And drink glasses to past empty

I'm half full the past tempting

The black hole just laughs gently

Slowly pulling my whole existence with no resistance

Told keep going to hold my distance for just an instant

This tug of war with father time is a losing battle

I'm sluggish, sore, and my bothered mind is proving fragile

Playing a game of often losses and seldom gain

Slaying in vain I fought them bosses and fell from frame

The final chapter see credits roll then fade to black

My primal factors say let it go not made to last