screens

I’m just trying to glean meaning from these screens that I’m seeing

But all I see is ice in the eyes of these demons

That you keeping in your closet

I’ll be wearing on my sleeves and

I’ll be getting no sleep while I’m breathing

 

at least until the changing of the seasons

Recklessly hard-worked achievements

Feel like they aint worth my time or your appeasement

 

Seek to find a reason to compete

Or find some meaning to believe in

I can see your smile but looks can be deceiving

All the while you say you cooking like you should be

by the book but whats the point of looking good if you aint eating

 

a little bittersweet when Im speaking these thoughts

No really I’m not so evil I sought inner peace from a pencil

all I got was an ego and its not so simple but I promise thats just really not me though

 

You send out an emote, you get back a seen zone

Wish you would respond but you keep going incognito

Why you buzzing round in my dms like a mosquito

catching glimpses through the peephole

You just settle your libido

 

You freak, go play jump rope in the street

go call up the police and say you shot an eagle clean in the beak

Or sent a swat assault upon your favorite streamer

Salty teens

you unbelievably conceited

 

but youre too scared of development

Jettison terror for arrogance

Get her injections to better her set imperfections

A measure of selfish intentions

These hellish endeavors

In just 10 easy sessions

Im guessing this many tests

in a row must be stressing

 

I suppose the show must go on nonetheless

And hope you know that youre the best when

You’re yourself and fuck the rest of them

impress with what you’re blessed with

Never let them get ahead of you

And tell you how to dress

Or how to speak or what to say

Or how to think in any way

Instinctively engage in any critical cliche

Or any cynical dismay to keep you spiritually sane

and don’t be scared to disobey

 

its okay to be strange