HEAVENLYENERGY

I'm not a heathen, I'm just a cloak-and-dagger

A mystery to anybody who has witnessed me, you don't know me better

Envision me behind the bars of where the prison be

...Now the scolding ladder

The next hill that I have to climb, or to decide between guilt or to have my nine

Keep my gun equipped for my temple, so at least when I shoot, I shoot for God

...A Crucifix is my pencil

I keep my piece in case I need to keep my peace

Put my Demons to rest, maybe not long until I can't afford to wrestle with these

Blood covers my silhouette, a beautiful sight that'd only take seconds to reach

God forgive me for my sinful thoughts

But these are all places that I've been before, torture I've seen before

Don't have the will to promise I won't sin no more

But life is to live I thought

It's a sin to not want to live no more, and a sin if you want to live some more

My apologies for the cryptology

I pray to God that God follows me... That's all

But God forgive me, for all these Demons riding with me

Some personal, some friends, some dying with me

Nobody, nowhere, is fighting with me

So if I die, I die, that's something that I can live with

...As crazy as that sounds, but I guess I'm crazy as that now

Nobody to save me but the God that I have found

If he feels like it, but beggars can't be choosers

Most importantly defectors can't be ruling

But Satan's on my mind, and the Prince of Pride isn't losing...