Where is peace for me

The presssure increased gunz squeezin da reason ma homies deceased no longer cheesin the world i like da lease im startin to get lonely smoking weed drinkin liqour thinkin bout dem phonies them backstabbin vultures r.i.p ma nigga tony smooth, toonch, chris and others yall da only left somedays we drink liquor depressed talkin bout out our death how will we end? natural or a homicide are we gettin murderd or by a drive by b4 i go i hit da weed and let da bullets fly ma last high sensation leaven dis dimension all the dogs thats still here solider dont cry drink some hennesy remeninse n wipe yuh eyes im livin under god gates ill b juss fine remember everything you do has a line right wrong or sin level im startin to tremble dissesmble u stuck by judgmental critics they're bad spiritz but no yo limits win thug livin im juss a gimmicks so i express in lyrics this thug life aint finished thats why my mind spinning nightmares from wat i wittnessed survival of da fittest drug syringes on park benches smile through the bullshit thats y im always grinnin im on a hustle fo da better days its juss begginin. Lord where u at fo deese hard times im burried in poverty the dead homies bother me im sittin ma dark room voices is callin me ma past is hauntin me ma futures a coffin b sound raw but its da truth im under oth if u was in ma shoes ud be crazy to...

 

Where is this peace fo me? Bcuz im livin in hell wanna die peacefully but im still prevail lord if u hearing im fillin tired plz forgive me im coming to heavens gate

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I can see it in the eyes of my enemies day killin me im paranoid from da hennesy father fogive me ima menace going crazy mentally death coming soon so rapping b ma legacy im 15 years old and niggas filled with jealously they hatin me but they cant put a solider down criticim on ma shoulders like boulders but as im getting older im gettin mo bolder livin xavier till diss shit called life is over god is ma owner he is claimin me once im gone but while on earth he wants me to stay strong but i dont belong on this fucked up earth takin hits from bongs cuz remenisine hurt everyday i walk da streets i gotta feel disconcert cuz im a failed generation this is ma complication as a youngster bitter as mustard but i still keep ma head up .

 

Where is this peace fo me? Bcuz im livin in hell wanna die peacefully but im still prevail lord if u hearing im fillin tired plz forgive me im coming to heavens gate remember me historyx2