I'm done..

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[Verse 1]
 
My dad was the only one I had you see
And I know I mainly rap about my family
But I have to cure myself of this insanity
Cause I can't cope ever since that tragedy
 
I just want someone who actually gives a fuck
But no-one gives a fuck so I guess I'm out of luck
No-one wants to know what I go through in the end
So I guess I'll just shut up
 
[Chorus]
I guess I'll just rap about the same boring shit
Rap about the limousines and the foreign whips
Rap about the crazy shit about me popping clips
Next I'll pull the trigger with the muzzle on my lips
 
Watch me on the ground all you hear is the blood drip
Memorize my hand tightly on the pistol grip
Finger on the trigger hating life as it is
Noose on my neck meant to jump I just slipped
 
[Verse 2]
Maybe I'll pretend that I'm happy
Wake up in depression but in the world man I'm happy
Wake up feeling shitty but to them I am happy
Reminding me that I'm worthless but ok I am happy
 
Well I hate myself if you didn't know
Knowing my dad will still be dead tomorrow
Knowing that my mother always made me feel low
Saying it's my fault that my father did go
 
And if it's my fault he left I didn't know
I'm sorry mum and I'm sorry sister
My heads spinning around like a fucking twister
I know I need to die if I want to fix this
I know I'm just a bag of misfits
I know you all wish I'd just die
But I don't give a fuck cause I'm the only one who gets it
I'm the one who always gets the hate
I'm the one who you thought would never dedicate
I'm the one who always fucking helped
whilst you bragged about your wealth
I was here hurting myself because fuck my mental health
I just don't care about myself
Slit my wrists and go to hell
 
[Pre-Chorus]
Yeah slit my wrists and go to hell
Devils got me under his spell
No matter how I scream and yell
The darkness inside always dwells
Trapped up in my tiny cell
I am done here so farewell
No matter how I scream and yell
The darkness inside always dwells
 
[Verse 3]
 
Inside I'm feeling the darkness why?
Building up I can't even go outside
Inside I'm feeling the darkness why?
Feeling lonely so I just wanna die
Just wanna die I wanna die
Writing this song whilst I'm getting high
Suffocated by this PSI
Feeling so lonely I wanna die
 
[Chorus] [X2]
But I guess I'll just rap about the same boring shit
Rap about the limousines and the foreign whips
Rap about the crazy shit about me popping clips
Next I'll pull the trigger with the muzzle on my lips
 
Watch me on the ground all you hear is the blood drip
Memorize my hand tightly on the pistol grip
Finger on the trigger hating life as it is
Noose on my neck meant to jump I just slipped
 
[Verse 4]
 
Niggas tugging on my fucking choker
Wasting my money playing fucking poker
Carry my strap for when I want to die
I don't give a fuck cause life's a lie
I can't handle it I'm too fucking stressed
You come to me said I'm fucking blessed
Stop lying to my face cause I'm fucking depressed
Demons in my head I feel opressed
 
Yeah slit my wrists and go to hell
Devils got me under his spell
No matter how I scream and yell
The darkness inside always dwells
Trapped up in my tiny cell
I am done here so farewell
No matter how I scream and yell
The darkness inside always dwells
 
[Chorus]
I guess I'll just rap about the same boring shit
Rap about the limousines and the foreign whips
Rap about the crazy shit about me popping clips
Next I'll pull the trigger with the muzzle on my lips
 
Watch me on the ground all you hear is the blood drip
Memorize my hand tightly on the pistol grip
Finger on the trigger hating life as it is
Noose on my neck meant to jump I just slipped

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