Falling to the Earth

Falling through the sky headfirst

The world is upside down

I am approached by the curve of the Earth

I've reached terminal velocity

I refuse to bend don't expect reciprocity

 

 

From the planetary body that is rushing me

The paranoia of a life lived high is scrubbed from me

Thrown from a plane but it wasn't in brutality

My mind is at peace, I can say it with sincerity

 

 

Ripping holes in clouds as my altitude diminishes

I have limited amounts of time to fulfill my life's wishes

Use 4G to allocate the last of my coin

On toys for my baby princess

Secret missives to the Mrs

Tell her this was my decision

Hinged on Verizon to complete the transmission

Fuck

 

 

Country roads webbed like a sheet of vascularity

Connections clear to me like I was facing my mortality

The realizations of a brain in panic mode

Fighting off syncope with a life's regrets under the microscope

 

 

I know the way I'm going out can seem a little cold

But at least you'll never have see my body start to get old

And my visceral matter will splatter on the stratosphere

As frozen water molecules zip through my ventricular layer

And I never wanted to betray her

But the demons in me guided my hand to slay our life

But all decision I've ever made has been based on the dice

I let God drive because I'm too drunk to keep on the right

 

 

So overripe and I'm screaming God pluck me up

How did a nice boy get so damn corrupt

25 to life and 10 cents from bankrupt

Send me to hell God, I've really fucked up

 

Send me to hell God, I've really fucked up