Ten toes

God Damn I'm Sinning Again, what happened to living for winning

Grannies drinking and now I'm grinning the drugs are kicking in its

amazing until they it leaves my veins the demons chase me

Got a girl but cant commit cause If I do its another weakness

So she tags along for the ride just hoping and praying that I change

I feel the chnganges, change is coming I can feel it but so is rage its

crazy how my depression and me really been close, closer than most

Raise a glass, here's to a toast, to those who gone, praying I overdose

Somewhere inside hoping I don't, Hoping I live, And praying for hope

Praying for patience, I'm praying the most, diagnosed with Bi-polar

getting closer to ghost, Uncle hates me he's hoping I'm toast

Momma Disappointed I'm trying to smoke, Trying to forget

Trying to choke, this fucking venom in my lungs are filling up

the holes In my heart dearly departed, good hearted kid turned knotty

by this world, used to love talking and used to be scared of fucking girls,

Now its the opposite, It's like I've been placed in a different world and

and I'm on top of it don't trust women no reason, they so scheming,

I'm Houdini, you cant see me,I wanna be you, you wanna be me

walls coming down, I'm always talking to demons, cause they always around

Unlike these so called angels them bitches never there, unaware by the time

I wised up, my rust quick to put me to submission, my times up

No need for none of your bitching, I've been itching to squeeze it

waiting for the perfect chance to project my message, and waiting for a chance

to break my neck, I'm no vet, just a rookie, but really I'm better then

any of you so called rappers, and some of the veterans

I dont need no reference, I'm in this bitch and I'm soul stepping

Messed up but getting close to heaven

Been lost in this hell, shoved in a cell,

Break every is lost