ten toes

I know I made some mistakes but that was all in my past now I'm out here trying to regain my ground real fast see I don't understand the struggle and I don't understand the pain I don't understand why all of this is running through my brain and it's running through my veins and I feel I can't escape and even when I try to over come all of the hate it feels like I just get a locked tighter in this gate and now my heart begins to shake now my heart begins to frail yeah no matter what I do I know I can't prevail yeah before I even started I already knew I failed and incase you couldn't tell my life is on a sail and it just started sinking so I revert drinking or do I revert to pray cause even though I pray my life's still in despair man this life really ain't fair and but you don't really care nah you ain't really care that my life was in drought where was all my life flowing cause I think I'm out I don't feel nothing we call that feeling lifeless I don't feel nothing when I use to feel righteous I just keep feeling more empty at heart my heart keeps on crumbling and falling apart yeah do you know that feeling when you know you need some healing but even tho you know that the pain still keeps on killing and you know you can't escape it and you know you can't erase it so you hide from your problems cause it's just to hard to face it you know you can't erase all the things that you have said and just that in itself creates a whirlwind in your head and you Layin in your bed create a list of your regrets make a list of all the things and the challenges you have met and feel like life is set yeah you can't get past your struggles so you locked up in this bubble got nobody to cuddle cause you can't even trust yo self to not get into trouble so how she post to trust you when love is on the line but she don't even know if she just wasting your time man

 

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Ten toes ten toes deep on the ten toes beat if I go any deeper than I might sink that ain't true tho still got my flow imma sing it for you people cause you ain't know whoa cause you ain't know imma sing it for you people cause you ain't know whoa ten toes deep on the ten toes beat if I go any deeper than I might sink that ain't true tho still got my flow imma sing it for you people cause you ain't know

 

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Yeah you ever felt worthless cause ain't got a purpose and thoughts keep running through your head like you stuck in the surface but not just any thoughts like thoughts of depression and you lookin up to god and askin him all these questions like If I die today will I go up to heaven and is it possible for me to shake off all my aggression I know that your perfect so what's your suggestion I think it's bout time that you taught me a lesson cause I ain't learn nothing yet fourteen years through life I'm only fourteen but what if I die tonight if I die tonight I pray that my time is right cause even though folks say time is money I know I can't earn no more time tonight so I just pray that my time is right and I just hope that my family would be alright and I just pray yeah I just pray

 

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Ten toes deep on the ten toes beat if I go any deeper than I might sink that ain't true tho still got my flow imma sing it for you people cause you ain't know whoa cause you ain't know imma sing it for you people cause you ain't know ten toes