dead and gone

Im livin my life by the courses of each day

And i am trying to hear what you wanting to say

I got my own thing to do but im not busy today

I knew i threw you away but please ricochet

I will do anything to catch you on this breakaway

If you dont come eventually i will probably decay

And this time im for sure it all about you and i will obey

But if you want you can ignore me like a castaway

Its totally up you but will you please re survey

 

Can you please rethink me could you give it a try

I know how bad i hurt you but it also made me cry

My brain work differently then others baby it is fried

But i got it all undercontrol you dont know how hard i tried

I honestly seriously thought i needed her as a guide

But its you that the one so please come back we can fly

 

I cant live anymore knowing that im gonna go soon

And im not gonna do it with anyone but you

That's why im reaching out and telling im gone soon

Cause i've contimplated suicide more than should boo

Probably atleast 100 times but thats just since i moved

And im making this song just so i can remind you

All the good times and all times we said i love you

But we didnt just say it we meant it cause were true

 

And i want to tell you know cause ill be dead and gone soon.