Withdrawals

Motherfuckers want to try me

While I'm taking all this shit, man I'm gonna whitey

Hit it fast like a three piece, haters want to be me

Vanish like Houdini, go on bitch sue me

Withdrawal symptoms, I'm a fucking victim

Flush out my system, matching the descriptions

Question my existence, taking these prescriptions

Fucking up my brain like I have these constrictions

Going mad, feeling sad, want to do it all again

Hit it mad, don't feel glad, missing like I'm Madeline

Missing like I'm gone again, but I'm all alone again

But I can't go back for them, searching for a life I dreamt

For a life I dreamt, without all the hemp, without all the shit

That make me want to quit living in this shit

Like a fucking guilt trip, like a fucking xan trip

But I gotta have it cos I have a fucking habit

 

Woah, every time I have to talk about it

Woah, every time I have to write about it

Yeah, makes me want to go and fucking slash wrists

Yeah, living in all these institutions

Oh, trying to find all of the solutions

Oh, taking acid seeing these illusions

Yeah, head jumping to these conclusions

Woah, remember all those prosecutions

But I could not breathe, could not see, in this shit we call life

Drink from Lethe, guarantee that we all have to die

Voices speak, now I'm clean, now I really want to die

Got no lean, promethazine, now I'm falling from the sky

Falling from the sky, every time I want to die

Every time I want to fly, bitches go and fucking lie

Go and fucking lie about another guy being sly

Want to cry as I'm number 5, what the fuck is wrong with me?

Ugh

 

Voices in my head all saying shit like fuck you

I see you in my dreams but my wishes didn't come true

Doing all these drugs cos I really miss and love you

Drinking all these weeks away getting ridden of you

You affect me like drugs do, you make me happy but fucked too

You make me feel all the shit that I'm numb to

Doing all these drugs cos I really miss and love you

Really give no fucks cos I'm drinking and I cut too

Withdrawals, hallucinations

The angel of death cos I'm running out of patients

Don't know where my brain is escaped on a spaceship

Mind so creative what a waste

I'm tossing and turning not falling asleep

So high I'm just burning up all of this weed

So down cos it hurt when they all up and leave

Lighting up herb then I'm balling in peace

 

Finding out ways I can cope with the pain

Like hang on a rope or put dope in the veins

Potent ammy doses are smoked to the brain

Cos I need an antidote I'm just quoting la flame

Best highs worst lows, hurts loads but shit I can't scream

Thought I found inner peace, it was just a damn dream

Do not fuck with K klipz, he's a fucking mad teen

Off the xans and add lean, cannot chase all that green

Drink and smoke for the stress, I'll go over the edge

Getting stoned till I'm dead, can't be sober in bed

Make me cold and I sweat, heart of gold but in debt

Got no rope on my neck, cos shots go to the head

And take shots to the liver, pray god he forgive us

Xan popping for dinner, now optics is thinner

Sip wok and it's bitter, light pot in that swisher

Drank lots of that liquor, cos god did I miss her

 

Withdrawals, are calling

I just pray I see it through till the morning

Because the sky's falling the feeling be haunting

Blunts got me faded and I'm wasted too often

And I'm lost in, a dark maze

Turning every corner but no way I can escape

All this love is rage and I hate that I'm in pain

Doing all these drugs but it just don't feel the same