Dear daddy

Dear daddy do you even remember all the birthdays you missed out on?

well I do each year,each special holiday I prayed for you to come home

Dear daddy do you even remember all the Christmas you missed out on?

well I do each year,each special holiday hoping you come home

Dear daddy do you even remember all the Easters you missed out on?

well I do each year,each special holiday thinking you'll be here in the morning

Dear daddy do you even remember all the Halloweens you missed out on?

well I do each year, each special holiday thinking the next day you'll be here

but I was wrong and I was an idiot waiting for you so this for you.

Dear daddy you were my daddy the man I never knew wishing I knew. Do

you know how hard it was to go to school on fathers day and knowing I

didn't have a daddy to show off to my class, to show off to my friends, to

show off to my school and I was stuck lying saying you where at war

fighting for our country, surviving for our country, when you actually where

never there, not at war, not at home, nowhere to be seen, missing in action

but uh yeah that didn't bother you. Little did you know the pain you put me

threw. I still remember when I was the twinkle in your eyes then one night

you left without saying goodbye. If only you could see the tears running

down my face night after night day after day. Still the years have passed

and you can't and you won't replace. So daddy I've given up and this time I

will leave for good and from this day forward I will and always call you

Damien and knowing in my head you left and it wasn't my fault, but that little

girl you left behind in the dark did think it was her fault, thought it was her

fault you left, because she wasn't perfect, I wasn't perfect but growing up I

learnt no one is perfect, no one is right and you left because you were

selfish, you were a selfish cruel man and even though I didn't have a daddy

in my life teaching me things about life, don't do drugs, teaching me things

about the world, don't do sex, teaching me how to ride my bike, don't do

trouble, stay out of trouble, be good, stay good, is okay, which is okay, and

will always be okay cause I didn't see that dark side, I never saw that dark

side, I don't wanna know that dark side so all I wanna say to you daddy, all

I wanna say to you Damien is goodbye, don't come back, don't you think you

can come into my life with my arms opened wide, cause they won't my arms

will be closed and so will my door to my life, to my family so bye bye, don't

come back, so bye bye, don't wanna see your face, bye bye