life part 2

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Look I don't want to pick up my pen

to bring out my deepest emotions

I hope this beat will keep me alive

I'm just trying to survive these troubles and struggles

making my way to the top

but we all gotta fall down some day, some way,

another kinda pain to drive to you insane

blow out your brains lost thoughts

I hope you will be with me

to my last word to my last thought

to my last breath to my fucking death

Stop the time let me speak

you won't even let me breath

no, I don't need a pen

I rather talk about the shit I feel

I'm tired of fighting and struggling

watching my dreams getting killed

why do you want to do this again?

livin in your false reality and your fake identity!

 

 

But my life's made up of illusions,

I'm surrounded by these demons

I need to be human, I need to focus on my vision

but lately, my vision is blurry I'm blacking out

thinking too much I'm not part of this crowd

I'm hearing these voices in my head throughout

everything I'll be alright nothing to worry about

but how can you stay strong when

everything is falling apart?

dealing with the problems that

no one really talks about

trying so hard until I hit the ground but

this is my battleground and I fight

in the darkness like a joker in the dark night

I'm waiting for death with a smile on my face

I turned my pain into my weapon

no, there is no way to hide or run

but I want to fight the music on this one

and I ain't gonna stop until I'm done

I want my father to say

I'm proud of you son

you use to tell me not to trust anyone

coz people only love you when you're gone

it's better to be yourself rather than someone

hope someone listen to these words before I die

we only fear death when we staring down a loaded gun