does it matter what i say?
• Written by juecebigalow523
does it matter what i say
i've been raised in a way
that makes every single day
feel like im being lead astray
no one really understands how i play
wish you see the way i see you
you doing some fool shit
i just want my life to go back to the way it was
when everything felt good right where it was
feels like im living for a lost cause
wish i could pause
you kicked me out twice
im done being nice
i just want a new life
aint gonna get it right
till i take out the knife
drive it into my heart
and i just stare
at the blood trickling down
not making a sound
n now i just feel like a clown
wish i could just go lie down
sink into the floor, say im alright for now
yeah, rather live underground
where i can scream
nothing getting behind the scenes
all these machines
starting to gleam
making a scheme
making a team
under the screen
where it just seems
like everything is just a fucking dream
so why dont i just end it all
lean right against the wall
before i fall
remember
im not a fucking Endeavor
pull on that lever
hang by the rope
let yourself slip away as you choke
