Splintered Self Sacrifice

I've had enough, never thought I'd be so rough,

Never thought, I'd give a fuck, my whole life, I'm trapped,

I'm stuck, but now I finally, catch a break,

I'll break my neck, if I'm in luck, my mind is split in chunks,

I share it with a punk, who just drowns me down, with junk,

He always, holds me back with drugs, he sweeps his feelings,

Under rugs, he's drugged me down into a hole, I've never truly had control,

I'd been tucked away into his soul, which I could of sworn he'd sold,

I used be a voice of optimism, but now I'm less optimistic,

Given this chance before, I could have changed, but if I had that chance, I missed it,

I'm like in an angel in demon, that's been imprisoned by a mystic,

I've been buried in my psyche, but suddenly I've been lifted, I have risen,

After sifting through old memories, I can't believe, I act for the first time,

What a relief, but I feel, this will be brief, I don't want to ever leave,

But I'll have to, because my hold is incomplete, unless I can tie up all my sheets,

I stand on chair, in season's change, I kick it down, and flop around, I know I am insane,

But this is common sense, a simple consequence, in the war against my brain,