ten toes challange

Ten Toes Challenge: to my mom

Ten Toes Challenge: to my mom

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Ten Toes Challenge: to my mom and dad

 

​Growing up i never thought that it would bother me that i didn't have a father

waiting for his call When he did he just offered an apology and said he loved

me didn't have to lie to me. I was just thinking hopefully For 3 years man you

never even spoke to me. I was 11 what the hell was i supposed to think?

that's probably why i don't let anyone get close to me. Cause they can up and

leave with no answers. Who cares bout slow dance and who cares bout

romances. But you are the reason i believe in my purpose I had to make

moves to prove to myself that i deserve this. Lookin in the mirror like ain't

nobody perfect but when your own dad don't want you its easy to feel

worthless. All i gotta say is thank god for my momma if it wasn't for that

women id be broken and lost (yeah ,) I ain't know what i was doing i just knew

that i was scared i was calling out to god but he ain't never there and ain't

nobody care so why should i? I should die close my eyes and see my momma

cry. no. I can't do this to her around the same time So please believe me when

I say it gets better, I know you fed up but you gotta keep your head up. They

beat you down, don't let em and don't you ever settle cause it ain't gon be like

this forever. An I don't know if I could of took it much longer than that. But god

only gave me that cause i was stronger than that. Yeah i've always been a

soldier. Thank my momma for that and you gon be alright too i promise you

that but I ain't no reverent and this is no lecture. I just know what its like to be

living under pressure. Living with depression not knowing which direction to

go, mom you just gotta trust your soul. i know what its like to be living in

society everything you try to be is blocked by anxiety. Everybody tellin you this

is illogical. Improbable. Forget them show em that its possible. Like who you

talkin to? Broke through every obstacle. Had to do everything that they told us

not to do. Look you in control of what happens next .