Last Goodbye
• Written by mjswazy
Verse 1
I know it’s hard sometimes
When people say your fine
Look between the lines
They say
You will be alright
But little do they know
Your heart is numb and cold
They dont give a damn
Well here’s
How my story goes
Rap #1
Now I’m living in this world yet again feeling alone
Wondering if you’re ever gonna pick up the damn phone
And it’s eating at my soul
And tearing my heart apart
I’m telling you this life I’m living is to fucking hard
And it’s
Getting late my mama still ain’t home
And I bet you daddies out there fucking with another whore
While I’m sitting in my room
With my razor in my hand
Poppin pill after pill
Just wishin that I were dead
But it’s
Really okay if I don’t see another day
I don’t need you anyways
Cause you just abandon me
And if you were to really see what was really underneath
You’d be begging on your knees
Saying forgive me baby please
But
By the time you call home I
Won’t be answering the phone
Cause I’ll be roamin in the streets cause I’m
Always feeling so alone
Chorus
Alone in my mind
Alone all the time
Alone waiting for the last goodbye
Rap #2
Goodbye to my friends
Goodbye to my lover
Goodbye to my sister
Goodbye to my mother
Goodbye to my haters
Goodbye to my father
Goodbye to those who never had time for one another
Goodbye to those who always let me down
To those who would beat down to the ground
To those who said I’d never fufill my dreams
Well guess whos living life on the screen
Spent most if my days locked up in a cell
Cold, tired, miserable as hell
As the time ticked by all I could do was pray
Pray and hope for a better day
Cause times these days are hard as fuck
People telling me I should just give up
Give up on me and everyone else
Enough is enough I’m sticking up for myself
And when I feel like I can’t pull through
That’s when I stop and look up to you
Clasp my hands together bow my head
And pray that I’ll soon get over this dread
They say the life I’m living is a bunch of lies
That the best choice for me is suicide
But I will not stand here and get beaten down
It’s time I prove to them who really wears the crown
Chorus
Alone in my mind
Alone all the time
Alone waiting for the last goodbye
(Credit to original for chorus)
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mjswazy
Member since February 22 2018