Haunted Life
• Written by TheRapKaiser
[Hook]
Still I want you, but not for your devil side
Not for your haunted life
Just for you
So tell me why I deal with your devil side
I deal with your dangerous mind
But never with you
[Verse 1]
You left me by myself
In a desperate time of need
You put me on the shelf
See if I'll intercede
But I know you'll come back
Just like you always do
But then Imma feel bad
For not chasing after you
And I feel like
I lost my chance
When I gave up
And didn't hold my stance
But when you push hard
Only so much I can take
When It's me you discard
But soon Imma break
I said I'll have you back
Forever and always
But then you take a crack
And set my mind ablaze
I'll sit by myself
And ponder on why
I'll think of something else
Why I never satisfy
What does it mean
When I push it down inside
Is it really me
Or have I slowly died
I'm always with the Devil side
I never get the Angel side
But everything was implied
Readily I subside
[Hook]
Still I want you, but not for your devil side
Not for your haunted life
Just for you
So tell me why I deal with your devil side
I deal with your dangerous mind
But never with you
[Verse 2]
I broke myself down
Tryna build you up
I only ever frown
Everytime you check up
I know It's all fake
And you don't give a fuck
I lie in bed awake
I got the worst luck
But on my bad days
I still move ahead
Waitin' on cliches
Waitin' till I'm dead
I'm not looking for you back
Cause I got my own life
It's crazy how I flipped that
And now I feel alive
I can look back now
And see that you weren't there
I felt fine, somehow
I look around you're nowhere
You left a huge hole
in my bleedin' heart
A part of me unrolled
I fuckin' fell apart
But now that you're gone
I can finally start my life
Holdin' me down
I just had to take advice
You were always bad news
Even from the start
I had a choice to choose
So I went with the dark
[Hook]
Still I want you, but not for your devil side
Not for your haunted life
Just for you
So tell me why I deal with your devil side
I deal with your dangerous mind
But never with you
[Verse 3]
A personal enemy
The toxins that you breathe
You stole all my energy
Act in disease
You all negativity
Holdin' me down
I'm with positivity
It turned me around
But don't feel bad for me
Your pity I don't need
Not that you care much
Alone I succeed
I don't need you
And you don't need me
So I withdrew
But I'm not sorry
Cause life moves on
Like time flies by
I'm no moron
Time to say goodbye
Alone from the start
And it's where I strive
So imma make this mark
Imprint it in our lives
So get out my way
Watch me get sharp
Imma take off one day
Imma start a spark
This is what I'll leave
When I finally pass away
Keep me in your memories
And play this one day
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TheRapKaiser
Member since July 4 2017