Honestly

Dear Bully,

I'm sorry I'm not perfect,

I try every day but that just shows I'm not worth it.

The words you say about me I honestly don't deserve them.

I try not to let it get to me,

but you want whatever happens my reactions,

are bigger fractions of what you feel.

So let me kneel to you.

You are the God You’re the freed,

sorry I forgot, beats me.

Just like you tease me,

seize my property of humanity.

You’re messing with my vanity.

Come on what is wrong with me.

I won’t let you win, but I can’t let you loose.

So what do I choose?

You’ve given me the blues,

wondering if everything you say is true about what I do and the way I move.

My dadda always taught me to tell the truth so I’ma stay loyal to his motto,

that was brought to my attention.

This is not a convention, I am on a mission.

Is everybody sensing the tension?

While you wishin’ you never did this to me.

Can’t you see you stopped a breeze,

told it to freeze for no reason

acting like it’s your season to go and rain on my parade.

I have another party so save it for a rainy day.

Because what you do is not okay.

I’m telling you that because it’s torture every day.

Saying I’m fine but really I wanna fly away.

Always wondering if I’ll try today.