Looking Down

[Verse 1]

Why am I looking down every time I walk by

Why's there end in friend, hell in hello, good in goodbye

Oh my, can't deny shy guy don't justify can't i-

dentify myself it is not specified

Whatever I do you won't be satisfied

Shut and lock the door don't try to pry open into my life

We're close friends? Don't lie

We dont' have connection like wifi

I have been enjoying my meal when a toilet is in sight

Hide and cried to decide when I should commit suicide

Negative thoughts like

When at midnight 12 o'clock strike

I'll be crucified

Need a guide can't reach the height of the light

I let their sharp teeth strike

Me cold like a frostbite

Blink of a eye lost sight

Hope to hold the rope tight, it is ignited let go in fright

Nobody knows the story of a bad journey that I had

Faking a smile is so much easier than explaining why I'm sad

Likely to spite me highly hurt my psyche losing my soul slightly...

 

[Chorus]

My head is tilted down

I don't know which path to choose

I see emptiness around

Lost and confused

I got nothing to lose

But my eyes are still on the ground

How am I suppose to keep myself up now

 

[Verse 2]

Yo, no more crooked smile and no more looking down

This weight in my chest it's a heart of gold

Hard to know going slow

Count on me and not on hope

Take my remote I lose control

Close my brain but I'm open minded

I've decided to be delighted

My word paint a thousand pictures

It triggers, this verse which's worth sucking that ring candy become a lifesaver

Swing the light saber through my failure

But when failure shoots then I will bite the bullet

And I won't quit and I know it

Could be fixed with a sewing kit

Place the rage on the page

Take in as you age

Go engage what made this hate

To be the aid to elevate

There's no fate you're afraid

but don't evade escape just eliminate

What is holding you in now

Fight it out with no more doubt

No longer need anymore help

I can make it if I keep on trying

Not gonna be hiding or crying

I will keep fighting and striving

Life's thin as my eyes spin

Find where the optimist lies in

My head is now rising

 

[Chorus]

Head's no longer tilted down

I don't need a path to choose

I see brightness around

No longer confused

I'll make myself proud

Tears won't be on the ground

I know waht to do to keep myself up now