So Cold

Chorus:

Oh you can´t hear me cry, see my dreams all die,

From where you standing, on your own.

It´s so quiet here, and I feel so cold,

This house no longer, feels like home.

 

Holy shit since when I've become like this?

I used to be smiling now all I do is clench my fists.

I punch the wall just to calm myself.

I scream out-loud, but no one's here to help.

Even when I'm home I feel like a stranger.

Why can't you see? My life is in danger.

I've become so numb I barely feel alive.

My heart has gone so cold that I am terrified.

I'm under a constant pressure of being someone else.

No matter what I do always somebody yells.

Why can't I just be myself? Please just let me be!

I ain't no freak, I'm the same as you, I am a human being.

Why is it so hard to accept me the way I am?

I'm so tired of all the expectations that I don't give a damn.

I was neglected for so long that I'm sick of being voiceless.

I don't care anymore, from now on I gonna make my own choices.

 

The first step was to believe I can make it on my own.

Leaving the place where I was a black sheep is only a first milestone.

It didn't solve all of my problems, but now my life is moving.

The clock is ticking again, I can restore my ruins.

My wounds will heal, the scars will remind me of the past.

The future can be bright, I can see it at last.

Though I'm still afraid, can I really trust?

If I'm betrayed once more wouldn't it turn to dust?

But I have to give it a shot, There's no other way.

If I want to make it through to the better day.

I will find a place where I belong to call my home.

And people who'd accept me to make me feel less alone.

I believe I can, I don't want to be broken.

I won't make the same mistakes and leave the words unspoken.

I'm sick of being cold, I hate to be like this.

I won't stop until I make it, I'm still clenching my fists.