Midnight Stress

*Piano plays in*

 

I been losing sleep

One sheep, Two sheep pussy soothes me

Ya cool dog

I’m gucci

Trying not to think about what I’ve been missing out on

Thinking bout this girl at school and dates we could go out on

But now I’m out dog

Never to return all my bridges burned

Ain’t that fucking perfect

I hope this shit was worth it cause so far it’s not workin

I’m like, shit

I played the show and made a heavy check but what’s next

How do I prove I’m not like the rest

I guess I’m doin my best

But I must confess I’m not living up to my potential

I’m not making much money and I know that’s subsequential

But I’m still feeling regretful

All I do is think I don’t even sleep

I just make beats and retreat

How is it on the mic I’m such a beast but when the record siezed I’m just,

Me

The depression goes deep

Some shit you don’t see

I wish I could rise from out this shit

but it seems I can’t quite live without this shit

I see it and I stare again

I’ve been worried sick because my brother’s doing heroin

And I’m scared for him

I told him I’d be there for him

I swear i did

But now he’s gone i don’t know where he is

I call his cell every other day to check to see if he’ll pick it up, he’s been busy I guess

And now I’m having deja vou

Back when I was younger

This was back in middle school I had a homie named Lou who got hooked on pill prescriptions underage alcoholism had to stop kicking it with him

Cause he got so bad in and out of rehab

Last year I even heard he was out smoking crack

Fuck that

I can’t let that shit happen Nah

Not again communication what I’m lacking so

Big brother if you’re out there

Big brother if your listening

I hope that your alright just shoot me a text and let me know that everything is alright

I hope your alright

 

*Piano plays out*