Once then twice
• Written by ZALOHCIN
I wake up, see a text from a girl I met
At work, I think it's harmless so replies I sent
And as the time passes by it gets more intense
And for a sec my mind just loses all its sense
The adrenaline rush, it rushes to my head
Yeah I'm single, that was the dumbest shit I said
Ready to mingle? I won't deny my girl I forget
But then it hits me that night when I get out of that bed
I feel the guilt, now I see my girl the love in her eyes
Completely clueless, that my stupid smiles a disguise
All just to hide, the pain I'm feeling deep down inside
Why do I do this to myself and hopefully my future wife
This life is fucked up, there's times where iv tried
I've said no, iv been loyal, but no credit on my side
Because it's what you expect, but reality's otherwise
I'm just a guy, I wanna change, I promise to try
Cause
(Once then twice, then too many times
My girl love me and I hide behind too many lies
I tell myself imma change tonight, for life
But then I'm back in square one phone off then lights)
X2
Im sitting in my room, pictures of us on my phone
Is this relationship doomed? Don't wanna be alone
Can't imagine, a life without you your my home
Without you im lost, reason I cheat is unknown
Before I told myself, when you find your true love
You'll give her your everything, why is she not enough
She could do literally anything, but still I would lust
For something new it's so fucked up its sick.but a must
Part one
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ZALOHCIN
Member since January 16 2018