MOCKINGBIRD (remix)
• Written by Julio203
Julio203's Notes
talk about 9th grade (jasmine)
10th grade (kayla m. DyAisa , jaileen)
11th grade (denilise, jaileen)
12th grade (kayla ortiz, jaileen) (anabel)
after high school (paola)
listen i know i made mistakes and ive done alot of wrong
and this is reason why im sittin here rapping this song
we can go back to the 5th grade
when i started to play those games n had females so afraid
back then i dated a girl who treated me okay
i could never say that she was gonna ever walk away
until i went and started talking to her best friend
so sad because no girl expects that from there boyfriend
i can tell that day she was really sad
but more so she was showing more that she was mad
i mean who wouldnt you put your trust into a guy
then he plays a game and you stuck wondering why
after that i promised i would never play around
then years went on i was the one getting played somehow
i started sayin whats the point of staying true
if no matter what u do, these girls aint staying true to u
in the 9th grade i met a girl named jasmine
some of the things we did you would never imagine
but back then she was a thot and i couldnt see
stories i was told about her was so crazy
but i did her dirty too, i even hurt her bad
dumped her infront of my boys cause i was really mad
next on my list was a girl who lived next door
not gone say her name just know she was a whore
when i needed her the most she was never there
you couldnt find this fucking bitch any fucking where
this is one of the girls who treated me like shit
back then i had to tell my fucking self to get a grip
but onto the next one on my damn list
to this day i know i shouldve never even been with
the whole point of being with me was to play a game
what she did really fucked up my damn brain
she had me thinking we was really gone work
and then in the end i was the one who got hurt
the next one i was with was more than just my girl
she was my bestfriend, my lover, and she always made my world
we used talk on the phone for hours at a time
she knew that i was hers and i knew that she was mine
she made me smile when i was hurt or at my worst
we knew the love was real, we were each others firsts
around my sixteenth birthday things changed
i met a brand new girl and things were going great
we danced that night and it felt so amazing
but i can tell that later on feelings started changing
she used me for my body and i used her for hers
damn... thats prolly why it never worked
then I went on and made a bad choice
went back to my ex, should've listened to my homeboys
they told she was poison told me she was bad
Aint believe em till I saw what she had on snapchat
but then again I was the one in the wrong
I was the one in her stupid game along
12th grade met another one who was better
to this day I still write her unseen daily letters
I used to work in the backyard of her neighbor DD
I couldn't wait to see her she couldn't wait to see me
she didn't do anything to make me leave
but I was wrapped up on my ex and our memories
so you can guess already what my next step was
went to her house was chillen with the fam and her moms
eventually we moved in together
it was good the love, the fun, and the pleasure
things started going downhill I had to make a choice
to better myself or go out everynight wit my boys
moved to a different city left her in BPT
there I met someone good she was ma baby
we weren't together tho it was different
was always there when she needed someone to listen
we had so many things in common like for real
everything went on and it felt so unreal
before I left to bootcamp I met another one
stayed true to her all she wanted was to have some fun
in the end it turned out that she had a man
can't these bitches tell the truth anymore, goddamn
this was just a lil story that I had to tell
didn't mean to hurt anyones feelings, but oh well
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Julio203
Member since May 12 2017