Hollowpoint love

Can barely focus, you never cared I was broken

Was in my feels when my pop was on his death bed but you were too busy to notice

Here I go again preaching like I know who you are, too busy stuck in your phone to notice the stars

Hell you were too busy to even notice my scars

You knew my demons carried weight, didn’t know what it was like to be me

Built myself from the bottom of a bottle, I needed you

My pop passed away and I remember that day I drove out to see you

Remember?

I’m thinking back to early September before I ripped up your letter

I wish I could turn back the clock and treat you better

Now I stare at a glock, soon enough I’ll pull the trigger

 

The truth is coming out now

I know you love to hide the truth but do you love me still?

He will never love you like I will

You can delete our things and wipe your tears but you can’t delete your fears and nightmares

You should be easy to replace, but I always see your face

 

Let’s speed time up for you to understand this

My pop died right in front of me, not hard to miss

I begged for you to take me back

What did this guy have that I lack?

You say you were happy but he treats you like shit

A real man let’s you hang with your friends and not force you to sit

What I had to say about him musta bit, you still didn’t listen for shit

I’m sorry for my absurd language, it’s nothing for a lady

But it’s too late for me to take it back baby

 

Let’s take it back to that night I crawled back to you hardly alive

Yeah lemme check my archive, I spilled my feelings for you

Told you I love you, I got back “I care for you”

Yeah your words hurt but I knew that I could still trust you

You understood what my brain went through, what my heart suffered

Now I’m waiting for your heart to buffer and come back to me

But I know we’ll never be

These thoughts are abstract but expand on impact, that’s a fact