Isolated

Man why this shit got to be so isolated

Why the fucc do my life got to be so complicated

Lookin at my past an I fuccin hate it

Me motherfuccer I'm so desperate

I don't know why this shit going down 'm like the fuccin titanic bitch

I dont know whether I'm gonna fuccin make it

I don't know how to do what's expected

I don't know if I should just end it

 

 

Man why do I feel so isolated

My life just feels so fuccin wasted

I'm only seventeen and I got thoughts to fuccin end it

Why shouldnt I just kicc that fuccin bucket

My life is like an infinite loop of bullshit

I don't know how to commit to a relationship

I don't know what the fucc I'm gone do with a kid

I don't know how to stop thinking about this shit

Why the fucc do I feel so isolated

Everyone telling me my life is sacred

But all I wanna do is fuccin take it

bitch I been pretending

know I been faking

damn near every emotion

But rn I can’t fake it

Even the ones I'm related to wish I was never created

Why the fucc am I filled with so much hatred

Man I fuccin hate this

I'm just a fuccin menace

Man why am I so fuccin reckless

Man my parents fuccin hate me

But they won’t tell nobody

I see through their lies clearly

Man you might think this shit is silly but I want to fuccin kill me

 

 

Man why this shit got to be so isolated

Why the fucc do my life got to be so complicated

Lookin at my past an I fuccin hate it

I don't know why this shit going down 'm like the fuccin titanic bitch

I dont know whether I'm gonna fuccin make it

I don't know how to do what's expected

I don't know if I should just end it

 

This part goes out to you

You know what I've been thru

You are one of the few

Even though you had no clue

That I want to fuccin die

Even when I get so fuccin high I can't get these thoughts out my fuccin mind

I don't even know why I haven't committed suicide

All I do is fuccin lie

And now I'm down on my fuccin knees feeling that breeze trying to fuccin plead

Thinking bout how I got nobody

I just need some fuccin body

someone to save me

I’m screaming for help please

feel like everyone forgot me

Why won't anyone call me

Everybody just ignore me

I'm the fuccin beast but I ain’t got no beauty

I'm just going fuccin crazy

I ain't got no one to be my baby

But this gun cocced and ready

Put the barrel to my teeth

Bitch bury me 6 feet

Maybe then I’ll finally sleep

Maybe then I’ll be at peace

Shit idk but what I do know is that the only thought that give me relief is the thought of being 6 feet in the dirt beneath the earth

 

 

Man why this shit got to be so isolated

Why the fucc do my life got to be so complicated

Lookin at my past an I fuccin hate it

Me motherfuccer I'm so desperate

I don't know why this shit going down 'm like the fuccin titanic bitch

I dont know whether I'm gonna make it

I don't know how to do what's expected

I don't know if I should just end it