Purple
• Written by JeeC
I lied a couple of times in my life
And I actually still do it sometimes
But it hurts like the edge of a knife
It doesn't matter if it is day or night
When I think of it I immediately start crying
'Cause I know that what I do is not right
And I know what I should do
And I know what I could do
But I don't know if going through
All of this is going to result
With myself stubbing my heart
This madness is going to tear me apart
Maybe I'll ruin everything and I'll have to start
Again with another pain on my back
And another chain on my neck
That I'll carry like a trophy
Until I'll touch the ground with my knees
No... This is not how it has to be
This isn't how I have to live
I've shown myself that I can be free
And show my self to people aren't going to judge me
There's not a lot anymore but they exist
I have my girl on my side sharing my risks
Never told her a lie so that means
That in the end, I can succeed
I've started being honest with the closest
Friend I have and he showed me
That friendship still exists, hasn't disappeared yet.
The tip of this pencil is shaking
Like my soul and my heart, I'm not faking
I know you don't believe me, no one does anymore
Please, baby, come near, help me find my soul.
I know... if you always tell lies
No one is going to recognize
When you're going, to tell the truth
But as soon as it is clear
That I said some bullshit I'll disappear, poof
You would never gonna see me again
Cause the shame that I would have on myself
Would be bigger than the strength that I have
Breath
This isn't good for my health
I have to clean the shit on my shelf
I don't know how much gonna cost
But is always better of not
Doing anything and stay on the spot
Where at any moment
Anyone can cause any movement
And let myself fall in that basement
That I call Shame
And at that point...
You're surely never gonna hear again my name.
The tip of this pencil is shaking
Like my soul and my heart, I'm not faking
I know you don't believe me, no one does anymore
Please, baby, come near, help me find my soul
The tip of this pencil is shaking
Like my soul and my heart, I'm not faking
I know you don't believe me, no one does anymore
Please, baby, come near, help me find my soul.
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JeeC
Member since August 30 2017