Ill

How did this even start

The vacancy that sat in my heart

How would I feel if you were gone

Pretty shitty, if i'm not wrong

Did those girls have fun callin' you names

I knew they were fake since the very first day

 

Everyday you just wanted to play with your life

Cutting your wrist, not askin' for advice

Takin' some pills

Being strung out of your mind

What the hell is that

That's called suicide

Do you like going to the hospital everyday?

Ha, okay

You don't even care about your life

Sorry, but you can't do it twice

How about when the cops pulled up to the house

Like going in the back of the car by yourself?

Out the door went off to the hospital floor

Do you wanna see some gore

How bout you live in the morgue

 

Put ten shots in my fucking head

Isn't that what X said?

Bang, Bang, you're fucking dead

How you like in now?

Did you taste the lead?

Ha, never mind you can't answer that

 

Did you feel lost

I think so

Was this all for attention?

Or shall I gloat

How about lets get some rope

Hang it from the ceiling

Let's just stop breathing

Let's not live till the evening

Yeah, you're fucking done

Now pull a fucking gun

Just shoot yourself once

That's all it takes

Just end the pain

Praying to god every night, hoping you'll be alright

 

You worrying over your sister getting abused

Are you sure you're in the right shoes?

You sit there mopping and crying all the time

Hoping dad won't commit a crime

What would it be like if he didn't leave us?

Would his target be mum instead?

Would he beat us?

Guess we will never know

Cause he ran off over 10 years ago

You're such a joke, you're really fucking funny

Do you even care about your family?

I guess i'm just a dummy

You obviously don't, what was i thinkin'

Where's the child support money?

 

Okay, let's talk man to man

Were you abused as a child

Did your dad throw some hands

Is that why you're doing it to your daughter

Or is it because you're an alcohol abuser

 

That sucks that's she's stuck with you

Do you regret cheating on my mother too?

You fucked a lady that had four kids with four different men

Do you not get that through your head?

Can you tell your daughter where you're going in the night

Don't make her hold up a nightlight

Her friends dad is closer to her than you're

You're in fact, Mr. Moore

 

Since the start of 2017 my sister has been trying to kill herself

I hope you quit it before something seriously bad happens

Since I was two years old, dad you weren't there

How about smarten the fuck up and be a good role model for your daughter

Stop spending all your money on cigarettes and beer

Don't take your life for granted

Bless my soul

Think before you do something

Everything happens for a reason