life hurts like a bitch

I always question why I feel so broken and sometimes I feel like I'm losing

hope and I just pray that I cant find me you me you see me smile but things

ain't always what they might seem its been while since I felt peace this depression

has been spreading like a dam disease I hope I find cure before this shit

is too late and grab the rope and end my life like a dying bitch.

And people got the fucking nerve to juge that's why it's hard for me to vent and don't know who to trust

and truth be told I can't even trust myself contemplating suicide this shit

is not good for my health , I'm so pathic but you ain't seen the tears I have shredded it breaks my fucking

heart to see the path that I choose. lord please forgive for my selfish thoughts but this depression got in my brain and I need to let go so it's time for me to let go cuz I cant do this anymore .