Painful Memories

an older song that I recorded back in 2012.. Haven't recorded since then

unfortunately

 

 

(VERSE 1)

I remember waking up in the middle of the night

looking at you by myside, making sure you alright

weve had more downs than we had ups

never thought you'd be one to give up

you told me we together till the end of time

guess I messed up & blinked to many times

cause now the end is near; and my baby is gone

this box under the bridge is now my home

thats metaphorically speaking, you was creepin'

the truth is now known; its been leaked and

not understandin' the reason behind this

like im drowning in an abyess of thoughtlessness

together we're like the blind, leading the blind

telling me we'll be alright if I walk a straight line

you cant walk straight, if the line is crooked

you took my trust for granted & abused it

 

(HOOK)

You've taken all I had

my pride, soul & diginity

you've taken it all from me

did it with serenity

but now all you are to me

is a painful memory

now all you are to me

is a painful memory

 

(VERSE 2)

If this is love then I must've been misled

every promise, just another lie fed

we use to be like two peas in a pod

lift my hands in prayer; just to talk to God

the memories of you, will never fade away

I can express the love & the hate, all day

im tired of expressions, tired of cryin'

tired of dreamin' dreams all of you dyin

the senerity of it all, makes the temper fall

its like im on my knees and all i can do is crawl

dont have the strength to get up and fight

im reaching for the stars; but they out of sight

it use to be you and me, side by side

the love we had was nothing more than a thrill ride

now the rolling hills of emotion have stopped

and nothing but heartaches what ive copped

 

(HOOK)

 

(VERSE 3)

Memories last to long, they last forever

cant turn back time to when we were together

always & forever, thats our number one endeavor

now I know the truth and my heart is filled with sorrow

homies told me lies, and promised me a better tomorrow

not sure how much longer I can hold my breath

you walked out the door and left me hopeless

i feel like a zombie from the night of livin' dead

life without you, thats the life that I dread

me with yous like a tree without roots

i thought the ends were tight; guess they were loose

it wasn't meant to be; this is our destiny

it wasn't worth the agony, to get the extasy

you've taken my pride, soul & my diginity

and now all you are to me; is another painful memory (memory x3)

 

(HOOK)