SUDDEN CHANGE

Days gone bad no ways to stay strong

Heart apart scarred beside my feelings

Memory lost life short suicide feeling all day

Been alive everything seems fake with no meaning

Pains sleeping on my soul no control been at stake

My life is just fading waking up every morning with cries

No rise to stay wise goodbyes is what i played thrice

Paradise got me thinking with eyes up in the skies

Emotions left me sinking

No caring from my homies

I just be messing up stressing

Living life no blessing to live

Been alive is all about shit

Desperate feeling lost fate

I'm losing breath death in progress

Death standing on my chest

Pain arrest hanging my neck

No sustain am feeling upset

Breathing in life I just strive

Knife at my wrist suicide exist

Sipping this lean am getting wild

Left eye blind in fifteen life at risk

No hopes I wan sink everything been alive

What I feel is deep don't keep me in your heart

Life apart It just reveal the dark feeling aside

Sight in darkness conscious soul don't realize

From the drill no chill I just take the pill

Getting high spreading the news life wasted

I'm just dedicated to the pains I sustain from

Motherfucking living no loving am just breathing

Freaking life no survive

Cries from my eyes no rise from the start

Wild life i live dark heart left me desperate with no fate