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• Written by Lucidus
Lucidus's Notes
This is song is about how I have no one to talk to except my notepad. Every time somebody fucks with me I go to my notepad. Or a diary to other people.
Not what you think not what you see
Would you just listen to me
Hopefully we can see the world as a better place
No more fussing about the race or the gays
Only I can say are you listening are you listening
Are you listening to what I say
Can we forget about the ways
Everybody talks shit on the daily
Thinking it would change me
I would have the same dreams
Depressions is kicking my ass and it tamed me
All the blessings that i had this crazy
Gave it all away but this music is tryna take me
To places without no family
All I have to do is listen and write carefully
Cause dreams is waiting there me
Music is making this fair
I cannot compare this to fake friends
All they do is wanna make me cringe
And I listen every time they make a sin
Really got me with all these name callings
Music don't take these chains of me
You can restrain me beside the noose falling
Just caution when you listen I'm not sorry
When everybody talks shit you catch me in the hallway
Writing away talking about my future coffin but often
I just listen to everybody talk and it haunts this
I will never be good enough so I think I can march and
Say we are marines proud to serve my country and everybody livin
If you were listening you would understand what I spit
understand who I am but you don't understand shit
You wasn't probably even listening
Can you please listen
To what I'm spittin
Having a hard time with my writtens
This motivation is killin
Everyone of my visits
With my lyrics
Can you please just listen
I could never tell my emotions to my mom
I can't believe who I am I feel so dumb
Who am I to tell my mom I don't want to talk about it
When it's boiling up inside I just wanna start yelling
So I turn to my notepad and I start writing down when
I'm in a bad place but that seems forever when
Everybody talks that shit can't believe I talk like this
I have mad anexity I can't go out in the public
I feel like a new born baby cub and shit without the lovin
Without the sucking on a nipple and the cuddlin
Most people look at this as a diary
To put it simply everybody thinks I'm lying
No family but this pencil and this paper I'm just tryin
To rap about my emotions without cryin
To tell you the truth I'm just blinded
By how everybody mind is
Thinking you are bad but they don't know what kind is
I don't really give a fuck unless you mind ya biz
But you wasn't even listenin
Can you please listen
To what I'm spittin
Having a hard time with my writtens
This motivation is killin
Everyone of my visits
With my lyrics
Can you please just listen
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Lucidus
Member since July 13 2017