Forever and Always
• Written by Kindled
Kindled's Notes
A lot of people told me that my song "To Shaelyn 2: Fuck You" was deep and emotional some even said they teared up, now however true that is doesn't matter. That song I wrote in less than 5 minuets, it was the day she broke my heart and I wrote it to help release emotions. This took time, this I put my heart into. Enjoy
Intro:
So... Here I am, alone, depressed, and fed up with how our story ended
but that's the beauty in these songs, see what we had will never end.
It will always live on in my heart, and in my writings. Forever and always...
Verse 1:
Forever and always is what we said to one another,
but I guess to you forever and always means nothing when I ain't your lover.
Man... I don't know if I can ever recover from this eternal pain you gave me
fuck it you truly maimed me. I don't think you fully understand how much
you mean to me, fuck I don't think you fully understand how much I love you,
Shit now I don't want to sound cheesy but as I told you I don't scare easy,
so truth be told I was always afraid of losing you,
I just knew that my body would be left bruising, my heart oozing
man my emotions have truly been grueling, and what hurts the most is... well...
What hurts the most is that you are the first girl I've fallen in love with
I knew day one when my eyes met yours, that you were made for me
that you were great for me, wheather I was a slave or free you were still for me
and you will always be the girl for me.
Shaelyn, I told you that you are the most beautiful girl in the world,
that no other woman could share your grace and man when the blood
rushed to your face, time simply stood still. Boy our love was a thrill...
Boy... our love was a thrill.
Hook:
Is this really the end? Is this really our end?
Forever and Always meant till the end
Is this really the end? Is this really our end?
Forever and Always you were my best friend
Verse 2:
We met in Earth Science when I said your smile just brightens the room,
it simply just lightens the mood, and when we walked outside
and I saw your brown hair flowing and those
hazel eyes glowing you looked so damn beautiful,
my god you looked gorgeous and not to mention the softness of your lips
my god you're flawless. I mean seriously it's like the boundaries
to your perfections are lawless, but see to me you're so much more than
your looks, you got such a great brain and such a great sense of humor,
sadly these all attached to me like a tumor,
cause the day you broke my heart, is the day I finally fell apart
Hook:
Is this really the end? Is this really our end?
Forever and Always meant till the end
Is this really the end? Is this really our end?
Forever and Always you were my best friend
Verse 3:
You told me drinking was bad, that it wouldn't just stay a fad
and I promised to you no matter how sad I got I would never touch it again
so you can only fathom how hard it was to go through losing you sober
Jesus I mean this pain is still not over, I tried it all,
I tried lifting heavier weights then I tried
pulling out the razor blades then I put it all at stake
that one night when I cocked the gun tight held it up right
and said nighty-night to this shitty life...
and the worst thing is you knew I was depressed, you knew that was why
I suppressed the pain with the liquor, hoping each time it'll fade away
quicker, but nonetheless you told me to stop, you reminded me that you were
here for me, Forever and Always you said. Now here I am as the tears shed
down my face missing you and our place. Shaelyn, I love you.
Forever and Always.
Hook:
Is this really the end? Is this really our end?
Forever and Always meant till the end
Is this really the end? Is this really our end?
Forever and Always you were my best friend
Is this really the end? Is this really our end?
Forever and Always led to a dead end
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Kindled
Member since June 19 2017