Loss Motives

motivation got me hard i don't understand what I'm chasing

i just feel like another dude just facing life

but life is not what it seems to me

everybody just chasing dreams

I'm just rapping to beats thinking i can really make it

but this time off got me thinking

if I'm not doing this what other rapper is gonna take it

if i don't have a chance the category that I'm facing

I've been through a lot in school butt naked

everybody think they know you until you release what you're thinking

but time is gone time changing I'm just facing

some reality loss motives is what I'm hating

i hate it so much i can't even think straight

I'm changing i start to lie with a straight face

this can't keep on, oh man, i hate my face

i hate the way people look at me i can say

i can't say i love life and i wish to stay

 

every time i go out, man i have no confidence

every time i look at my mom she must be thinking I'm a piece of shit

i would be outta here if i had a razor blade but the motivation all started this

thinking I'm the coolest guy I'm the boss and shit

but its my conscious mind that be calling hits

i have no motivation I'm ready for the hypocrites

I'm ready for everybody thats gonna tell me go suck a dick

the disrespectful shit I'm ready for this

aslong as you can deal with the consequence

then take a hint

 

loss motives is what I'm hating

i can't believe i feel like sinking

in a coffin but it gets me thinking

why am i doing it, its a therapy session for a reason

you don't understand why I'm feeling sick

just put me down I'm a sick bitch

no pun intended

 

i dont wanna give up on dreams but motivation is what i need

and it seems i really need to think

i should thank motivation for not drowning me in a sink