Nothing works.

I try to pray and nothing works.

God doesn't care anymore.

Its what I deserve

So many times I repent for the same sin

Like oh God please forgive me again.

Then I fall right back in.

And I wanna make a change but I don't know how.

My addictions and anger wont allow.

So now I look up with a heavy brow.

Like God I'm done I'm your's now.

I know I played you so many times.

I just wish I could go back and rewind.

and leave my sins and guilt behind.

But without you that's all on my mind.

See at one time I was good.

Had everything going for me.

But nobody understood.

I just couldn't be free.

I struggled to even believe.

But now I'm in a world of desperation.

All I need is a little restoration.

If I can't get that then I need to make preparations.

And so God here is my declaration.

I cant live without the thought of a higher being.

Why am I on drugs when I should be preaching.

If I could look back to my old self I'd be pleading.

I'd say stay strong Duncan and just keep believing.

Who knew in a year God would be the one thing I was needing.

I'd to any thing just so hear your words.

But how can I do anything when nothing works.